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Thoughts on, of Late

Reading through the histories and the actual life that folks have lived up to this point in very large terms, other then it being the info. age, not much is new ‘under the sun.’ 

 

Civilizations have risen and fallen because of the most common thing to man, sin.

 

Once immorality became norm to a gross degree in any society from the four ends of the earth on each continent (and still to this day) crumbled. 

 

There is only one answer and that is Yeshua. I’m not afraid to say what I mean and mean what I say and stand by it. 

 

Come what may, I will not bow my knee to anything, anyone etc. other then God. 

 

Don’t blame the issues on Him, (or her as some might think) God created the sum of both parts of male and female why some seek to twist this is beyond my reasoning. It’s Topsy Tervey, as in that classic childhood film Hunchback at the festival everything is bass ackwards…

 

I can’t help but think of this in cartoonish terms because it’s just so bad its funny…

 

I bought into lies about ‘needing’ to self harm for example, twisting the meaning of things knowingly and not admitting there was a damn thing wrong…or knowing it was and not giving a flying toot…

 

it was I, myself and me…and self masturbatory milking of pain that ‘was mine dang it!’  Be it through art, through music, I was hook line sinker stinker…Bought into the lie and no one could convince this gal otherwise to the hell or high water of my autistic stubbornness…

 

When it was in a self inflicted, negative direction I not only destroyed myself, but those around me…

 

Society isn’t any different, it’s first the individual making choices of do I or don’t I follow what goes against what I know to be wrong and right, and individuals making wrong choices is the sum of the whole not the other way around…

 

There is no such thing as collective positive direction, collective this or that…it is first the person then the persons be it in a good or god awful direction…a society is only as strong as its weakest link, now that does not mean being weak isn’t positive…

 

Admitting you are, seeking guidance resolving issues, working through them, healing on an individual level on up to many choosing to do the same equals a positive change…a turn around, a holy hell what were we thinking? 

 

I am a blunt person, and I am a person who knows what it takes to change…It takes more then will power, it takes God, it took divine help for me because honey when I tell you no one was going to change my mind humanly I meant it! 

 

By the same token, now that I am where I am at I don’t forget where I came from because I cannot want change for someone else, healing for someone else more then they want it for themselves…

 

I learned the hard way many a time with the above even in love and much explaining…To the point where I figured I am not going to waste my time on someone who does not want healing or help, and honestly nether does God…He is long suffering not forever suffering…

 

I’ve seen firsthand women my age choose to change and they are doing so much better for it, or choose the opposite and they are God only knows where, I’m not on social media any longer so I don’t know but I leave all of them in God’s hands for that was the place I needed to be for God to get my attention…

 

I had a lowered hep b immunity, never shared any of my knifes with a soul, was ‘clean’ as it were…but opening my skin up time and again to ‘deal’ was not healthy or natural…and I had to get 4 booster shots to bring my immunity back up to par…

 

That got my attention, to my shame it took that to get me to wake up

 

I wonder what it will take for this nation to do the same…

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