The job that I’d applied for fell through. Months of interviews and hoops jumped through sense November of 2015 to this past month.
Disappointment is bitter, in the case of those that have their hearts set on God it’s bittersweet.
I sobbed my eyes out-but I didn’t stay there.
I gave the disappointment to God, He knows what He is doing, His Ways are not my ways, His Thoughts are Higher then mine.
I’m finding that isn’t not setbacks that paint the days that we have, but our reactions to set backs.
I was angry, bitter sobs chocking my pillow and crying out to God.
No words were needed.
Why would He lead me that far to allow it to slip away?
So-I gave it to Daddy God.
It’s OK to cry to sob.
But I’m not called to say there, in grief.
My computer stopped working at the same time this was happening.
So I posted from my brother’s ipad some thoughts and reflections regarding what to do from that point forward.
There are worse things that happen, and thank God that He has matured me to the point of handing all things over to Him.
It is well with my soul.
He is God-He is faithful like no other. He is God-I refuse to serve another. He is God-I declare in awe and wonder. He is God. -Roy Fields Lyrics