The mist ascends the flame of God tests and tries me. The heart is pried open again a physical ache wounds bittersweet.
I’ve been pressed and overcome by You God.
You are so jealous your very Name is something that evokes my inner being. You see the being in me. You are the One who Loves me who ‘gets’ me, who is always there for me.
God my expression can’t be contained. I asked for Your fire to char my bones, Your very flame opens my eyes. As a hatchling opens eyes, the womb of the morning pierces with Your kind gaze.
Saw open the heavens and come down Holy Spirit. Shred my pride, God, break my will, God.
God join You to me, I join myself to you. I am joined at Your hips.
I take your Name.
You break the bow, bend the spear and tell wars to stop the proud drop at your very voice. Your glory will overcome all creatures.
God of Jacob with Your heavy weighty Love so crush me, so melt my heart. So spar with me and win.
-My Jewish Love, God of Israel-
You move my heart, I see the nations rage and yet You the Lord Who sits above the helix of the earth, You God Who made all creation, You God Who echoes peace be still, be not afraid.
Your Voice echoes in the chambers of my soul. I consider the works of your hands, I consider Your awe inspiring effervescent blinding light.
Be still oh my soul, quiet my heart like a weaned child from his mother. Be still, hedge me into your thorny garden. Your locked resting place.
Though the ground gives way, though mountains recycle into the seas Your Foam ascends and upon my heart have you set Your Seal,
Have You so burned my mouth with the coals of purity?