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be set apart to God

I’ve not sat down for quite a while to update you all on the goings on currently. The death of the singer Chris Cornell affected me greatly and I in prayer to God gave Him that burden. God assured me that He is ministering to the Cornell family and He also reminded me to guard and tend the gate of my heart.

The affections of my heart go deep I am a loyal and loving person by nature and as such in the past because of this others have taken advantage of it, or have in some way wounded my heart.

The affections of my heart go deep and I feel very deeply, I am a loyal and loving person by nature and as such in the past because of this others have taken advantage of it, or have in some way hurt my heart.

I’ve forgiven them and moved on but as I draw near to God, He draws nearer to me. 

It says in Proverbs 4:23 Keep and guard your heart with all vigilance and above all that you guard, for out of it flow the springs of life.

So my challenge to you the reader is to take honest stock of your house, inside of you is there something that has become a high place, an obsession? Something that is first above God?

I recently sold my guitar and remaining music that I had for really not much at all but by doing so God honored my obedience and commitment by showing up and meeting me in my time of need.

When you get serious with God, with actions that follow your intent with thoughts that line up with God’s Word and Who He is then out of your belly will flow rivers of living water.

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Past Self

I’m the pretty thing that time forgot, I’ve been left to sing and rot.

I unmarked, the one you miss, I’m the closing clawing fist.

I’m a soul to those of foe, once seen back to and fro.

Deuce deranged, tetrad missed.

Wailing mess, silent twist.

Remember the time, we use to dance?

You the stab and I the chance?

Shredded arms in shifting skin;

Dressing gown of braided sin.

Yes you the thing that I forgot,

You the act unlearned, untaught.

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Lovely One

Tussled bed sheets, a smile with praise that drips as honey from my mouth.

Lord most High and Lauded One, most affectionately tender, sweetly bold in Your zeal over my heart.

Your Hands caress my heart, I see in my mind’s eye, You reclining beside me.

I see Your Hands stroke my mouth, ‘sing my darling only songs to Me.’

So envious yet gracious Your Eyes are; They have a Fierce Fire in them and yet in the dark they clear my face.

You are aglow about me.

As written by David: “Let His faithful followers erupt in praise, singing triumphantly wherever they are, even as they lie down for sleep in the evening.” Psalm 149:5

There are not any words to draw the way in which you extract my praise, the way you make love to me, the way you capture and enclose my heart, the way I climax in your Spirit.

As Paul put “he was caught up to heaven and heard things so astounding that they couldn’t be uttered in language, things no earth-born is allowed to express.” 2 Corinthians 12:4

I’ve seen the heavens and the praises of You God lifted high and above, Your trio seats and yet so much more in my mind’s eye.

Indeed, Lord, You are my lover.

My bosom is ruined for You alone.

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I Tire of You

I’ll knit some tubing to,

Drain your Blotto fumes.

I’ll sort savage tidings,

From your forked falsehoods.

Vessels of hell dust,

First blood’s drawn.

Bottles slogged,

Askew and fall.

Bitterness your fact,

Regurgitate lack.

Your self-justification,

Torrent of cop outs.

Return like a man,

And shut your rancid mouth.

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I Call Fourth

Lord teach me to appoint the days ahead of me into Your hands. Teach me father to lean ever the more upon you for my everything.

Things now don’t ‘seem right’ but having done all God, I stand. Things in fact seem bleak, but I am calling things that are not yet, as though they already are.

I believe our words have DNA in them, life and death is in the power of what we say. So I say, Lord Your Kingdom come Your Will BE DONE, in the here and now.

I call fourth life for fellow bloggers who read this, I call foruth salvation to the Jews and the Gentiles. I call fourth on the authority of Yeshua’s Name gentelness, humiltily and a contrite heart to those who are in leadership and among those that read this.

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If at all possible

There are moments in history when as when Paul Stated in Romans 12:18:

If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone.’

Further up in Romans 12:

9 Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good. 10 Be devoted to one another in love. Honor one another above yourselves. 11 Never be lacking in zeal, but keep your spiritual fervor, serving the Lord. 12 Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. 13 Share with the Lord’s people who are in need. Practice hospitality.

14 Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse. 15 Rejoice with those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn. 16 Live in harmony with one another. Do not be proud, but be willing to associate with people of low position. Do not be conceited.

17 Do not repay anyone evil for evil. Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everyone.

We find ourselves at our moment in history when we cannot be silent for to be the silent majority is to not hate evil, note hating the evil not the people doing the evil. 

In wisdom and spending time with God, I’ve gained understanding. In quietness and confident hope I’ve built up my relationship with God.

It’s He alone that accomplishes anything. For he knows the thoughts and intents of the heart,that our heart is desperately wicked and full of deceit and also we plan our days but God establishes our steps.

In light of this as it is election season pray for our leaders all of them. I had bitterness in my heart towards Hillary but forgave her that does not say the evil she’s committed isn’t wrong, for it is. But the woman herself I’ve forgiven. I’ve experienced such freedom sense.

For years I’ve been praying for Obama, I’ve written him two times and surprisingly his office has written me back twice.

Onto Donald Trump, I lift him up in prayer as well. I bring all of their hearts into the throne room of God and plead the blood of Yeshua over their lives.

It’s been interesting how all hell has broken loose this month. It means I must be doing something to piss off the kingdom of darkness.

Do not sit out this election or any election for that matter. Our future hangs in the balance as well as those citizens yet to be.

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My Soul Longs

Your Heart turns over,

Your sympathy extends.

Your North Wind opens,

Your Wings sing me in.

Thank You God;

Your Heartbeat I feel.

Your Grip is snug,

Your Touch I steal.

Written this morning 7/19/16


I’ve been through the grief of losing my dog piled on-top of recent events etc. and just it’s been heavy.

God’s got me, He sews  me into His Side beneath His Wings.

Real life pain, God carrying me through this valley until I dance on the high places with hinds feet.

I earnestly long for others would take the time to spend with the Lord.

I want to share the Love He gives away so freely.

But we have choice, dear readers I encourage you to seek the Lord. He said ‘blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be filled.’

It’s true, call upon the Lord from the depths of who you are.

These are not just poetic words, I type with a bitter sweet ache and tears of grief and yet a knowing that Daddy’s got me.